Leaving School

Hey Zofties,

I have made the unfortunate decision to leave school. I’m not just taking the semester off, but I am really leaving school for a while to get my head together. I had been attending New Jersey City University in Jersey City and its been a long, emotional ride.

The thought to leave school entered my mind after last weeks TaeKwonDo class. I stepped out of class to call Russell. I guess since it was the end of class my professor thought that I had left and started to tell the class about how fat I had gotten. He actually said that it looked like someone had poured a bucket of water all over me, that’s how much I was sweating..
I sat outside listening to them dog me and I cried. I felt so bad, I’ve never felt that kind of shame before.

We all know that Zoloft has the “weight gain effect” and on Zoloft you sweat a lot. This is the reason why everyone calls Zoloft “cocaine the depressed” Zoloft elevates your mood and it makes you sweat a lot… For some reason. I had left the school without even mentioning how badly I was hurt. I just went home. I was done with trying. I was done trying to succeed there. I had felt a year ago that NJCU wouldn’t be the place for me to succeed, but I continued to go because I didn’t want to quit. But last week was the last straw.

To make it worst, my classmates sent me a text telling me that the professor told the that I shouldn’t bother to show up… So, today… I didn’t . That may seem like I took the coward move and maybe I did.. But I was so done with life at that moment. Maybe my depression took its toll on me. But that more of a reason to just leave and get my mind back.

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2 Comments Add yours

  1. Well I say fuck him and the boat he came here on. And you can tell him I said it. And it goes for any and everyone else who agreed with him. Mom has spoken!!! Punk MF

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  2. Darell Grant says:

    Ok so the bitch is back!
    1. FUCK UR PROFESSOR!
    2. Thank you so much for the love and support u have shown me during these past weeks when depression and addiction were TRYING to get the best of me again.
    3. Patience, it is a virtue u possess, and I love u for it.
    4. U R NOT FAT, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
    5. I LOVE U WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY PLASTIC BEING DAHLING!
    6. Did I say the bitch was back?

    Long live The Plastics!!

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