I haven’t forgot about my Zofties.
I actually want you guys to know that I’ve been going through withdrawal lately. I took myself off of Zoloft for a little while. I’ve been trying to get myself in shape from then Serotonin weight gain., so yes you guys, I will admit that I am a huge fatty now… Zoloft makes me so hungry. And regardless of how much I work out everyday, I still gain weight. Which kinda made me even more depressed.
I’ve been so ashamed of the weight gain, I haven’t really gone out at all. I can’t seem to face people who believe I’m this fabulous fashionista. I cover up a lot. I can’t fit any of my clothes and I cry about it, I’m not used to being this big.. Russell loves me through it, he’s a saint! I don’t know a lot of gay men who are willing to love you through depression and a weight gain. He’s pretty awesome. I feel extra ugly after trying to grow my hair out again,
But regardless of all of this, I’ve been really happy… Like really happy… Like really happy… It’s weird.!
Have a good morning Zofties
Zozo kisses… On withdrawal…