update

Dear Zofties, I solemnly swear to tell the truth, the whole truth. so help me God. Let’s start with Anxiety. Most of my social media followers might have noticed that I have taken a break from posting pictures and shit online. I haven’t really communicated with anyone other than a few co-workers and Lionel.  I…

The Dating Game.

So what are you looking for in a man?” He asked me as he took a sip of his vodka and one drop of cranberry juice, for coloring! I laughed thinking about the video of Rihanna answering that question basically stating that she wasn’t looking for a man. I truly hate that question because there’s…

RED (prompt)

DUE TO THE EXPLICIT NATURE… YOUR DISCRETION IS ADVISED.       Tears were streaming down my face. My face was burning. My cheeks must have been blue. He slapped me so hard that my right ear started ringing.  “Do it again!” Daddy yelled. I tried to breathe and swallow my tears. He spat on…

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Let’s face it. We weren’t breaking records here We weren’t trying to be more than the fairytale For me it stopped a while ago. And though the allure of finding something so amazing to be significant We were just two hurt and lost souls searching for homes We found shelter in each other But when…

Hurt (prompt)

Yesterday I cried.  Not a normal cry where tears elegantly fell on my face and I still talked through it no! I sobbed.  Uncontrollable, ugly faced sobbed  It shocked me I saw the faces of people pass  As a big black gay man held his face and chest in public  Sobbing.  People walked  And watched  And…

Therapy (Make Me Happy)

Make me happy.  So to make sure that I am always evolving as a person, I continue with staying honest. I am always honest about what goes on in my life. Although, there are certain aspects of my life that I keep very private. These privates aspects of my life remain in my personal journal…

I’m 32!!!!

Every year on my birthday I write something.. sometimes it’s a prompt. Sometimes a poem or a short story. I think I wrote a reflective piece about me getting older one year. But I seriously have nothing to say this year… Well… I have these following thoughts. Chasing dreams. Losing steam. I’m tried and yet…

Checking in

I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone. Robin Williams I often tell people that what I do for a living is an isolating experience. I belong to a community…