Zozo and Reddit

I fell into a rabbit hole… but I swear that it’s a good thing. So, let’s catch you guys up on how Zoloft is treating me. I promise to be honest. It’s been a month since I’ve started Zoloft. So far… so good. The side effects have calmed down a little. I still experience nausea…

Without Booze

Hey Zofties I haven’t had a drink in weeks. Let me tell you why this makes me happy. I used to think that I needed alcohol to cope with a lot of the crap I was going through. Alcohol would sometimes numb the feelings I was experiencing or enhance them. So if I were depressed,…

Hey Zofties

I’m going to start this post by stating the obvious…. There’s a lot going on in the world right now. With that being said, I understand that some problems seems small to others. However, I’m in the business of validating ones experience. Just because something seems small to you, the person going through the situation…

I think it’s working.

Hey Zofties, I can’t sleep. To be fair, I kinda l took a nap around 6ish. I didn’t really mean to. I woke up around 4 am and had been awake for most of the day. So around 6 pm, I passed out on my bed. Weirdly, i woke up with the worst stomach aches….

Back on Zozo

Hi Zofties. I know.. It’s been a while. How are you? Yeah!!! I’m glad! Here we go! It’s been a while since I have posted, this is because I started this blog being really honest, and so you all were able to see into my life. But as things got a little more crazier in…

In my Absence

Love My Absence I am a firm believer that anything that is said when we are drunk, resonates from true feelings.  So it doesn’t surprise me when people say things that blows my mind, but when these things hurt, it’s a blow to my heart and pride.  So when I was told by my ex…

Borderline, Breakups and Breakdowns… oH mY!!!

Hey!!!! Its been a while… Let’s start with the obvious. I haven’t blogged or posted in a very long time. This is due to my lack of self-care, and also having a lot going on.  So let’s get a few things established. Yes I self-published a collection. Yes, I am working of a collections of…

Love?

I don’t know what has taken me so long to post this. I’m not even sure if there were plans to announce this here, but. On July 15th, I became an author. It’s crazy, weird. I self-published my first book of poetry/spoken word/thoughts. I didn’t think that it was a huge deal until I was…

Dear you!

Dear You, I have loved this version of us. The emotional upsets The procrastination the anxiety filled artist who believes nothing he does is good enough. The abandonment issues stemming from a family that doesn’t seem to want to be bothered. But then there’s The evolution We’ve gotten here by the skin of other’s teeth,…

Change and Shit.

The week that rocked me sent me spiraling into a state of depression. The beginning of last week had me almost bed ridden. I spent last Sunday morning in bed, crying, not sleeping, not eating, not wanting to live. I stayed in bed feeling lifeless. So much change. Heartbreak. My future with Juan was uncertain….